Pain. So. Much. Pain.

Yesterday afternoon I was driving myself and my sister to town to pick up a couple of sporting bits and bobs-she needed running gear, I needed a cycling helmet. I pulled into the shopping centre car park and  spotted a large space to pull into. There were cars behind me who had to stop while I (badly) manoeuvred into the space. Let's bear in mind that I only passed my driving test in July and have not had a lot of practice. In my rush to get into the space, when readjusting I turned my head very quickly from looking right, to look behind my left shoulder. As I did this I heard popping & clicking sounds and felt an immense amount of pain up the back of my neck, on the right hand side.

I have cricked my neck countless times before, but never like this. I felt completely incapacitated. Every movement was agony and sent my neck into spasm. Imagine getting a really bad muscular cramp, but more painful and on your neck. Every time you move. My bewildered sister had no idea what to do...neither did I to be honest.

I sat and waited for the pain to diminish, but it didn't make much difference. It just ensured I had got past the initial pain shock so it was a slightly more manageable level. I use the word 'slightly' in the loosest sense. Headed down to the shops and first stop was for painkillers galore and deep heat spray. Nurse Sisterbell helped to administer pills and deep heat. I decided to trudge onwards to get the shopping intended done, though I decided against loading up on cycling gear.

Once we were done we headed back to the car, where I was unable to do much more that sit in the driver seat. There was no way for my parents to come pick us up as I was the one who had the car which we were all sharing; and my brother was at work with his car. Quite the predicament.

After having a cry and a handful of spasms later, I decided to bite the bullet and get me and Sisterbell home. It was really hard work, and sis had to basically be my left and right eyes. Roundabouts were certainly a challenge. Eventually made it home, where I've been wearing an airplane pillow as a neck brace ever since.

Popped into A&E today and was prescribed some strong painkillers and anti-spasm pills which I can take alongside paracetamol and ibuprofen. So far they don't seem to be helping much as I'm unable to lie down to attempt to sleep. I hate this so much.

Bestie Birthday Wishes

Good afternoon one and all. 

Today is my BFF's birthday, I'm heading over to Pip's after work, for a weekend of awesomeness. There will be cake, presents and good times. And alcohol.

To Pip, 

I hope you enjoy your day (and evening)!

Enjoy the attention ;)

Happy Birthday

Love you!

And just because I can, here's some wonderful images I've been collecting...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

<3

Dear Robin Williams, Thank you for the laughter.

I woke up to the sad news that Robin Williams had passed away. After the initial shock, I immediately saw snippets of the films that were-and still are-favorites from my childhood run through my head. RW is in all of them. Hook, Mrs Doubtfire, Flubber, Aladdin-just to name a few. 

I feel really sad about this, and feel that he is a great loss to the film world. I feel sad that someone who brought laughter and happiness to so many people, could have been so unhappy himself. Robin Williams brought laughter to many people through both his work in film, and as a comedian. He also brought me-and countless others-childhood delight and a belief in fairies.

My thoughts go out to his family, this must be very difficult for them. I wonder if knowing that he will be missed and grieved for by countless others is a comfort to them.  I hope so.

I love the characters I saw RW play, and that transfers to Robin Williams himself, simply for playing them. He has always been one of my favourite actors.

I feel like a part of my childhood is gone forever, but Robin will be remembered through his beloved characters.

"Goodbye, Peter..."

EDIT: Apologies for the choppy disjointed writing. I'm more upset that I thought I would be, I don't really know what I wanted to say, but I wanted to write about it. 

Review - Musical: Avenue Q

Performance:

8:00pm Saturday 19th July 2014

Venue:

Theatre Royal Winchester

For years upon years, I have heard nothing but good things about Avenue Q. Subsequently, I have always wanted to go and see it-you can imagine how devastated I was when it came out of the West End. 

You can probably also imagine how excited I was when I got an email from Theater Royal Winchester saying the UK tour was going to town. I immediately messaged Pip and arranged for Andrew and I to visit her and Maxx, and to go and see it with them.

Synopsis:

Winner of the TONY “Triple Crown” for Best Musical, Best Score andBest Book, Avenue Q is part flesh, part felt and packed with heart.

Avenue Q is a laugh-out-loud musical that tells the story of a recent college graduate named Princeton who moves into a shabby New York apartment all the way out on Avenue Q. There, he meets Kate (the girl next door), Rod (the Republican), Trekkie (the internet sexpert), Lucy The Slut and other colorful types who help Princeton finally discover his true purpose in life!

(From Website)

My Thoughts

The stage was open as the audience enter the auditorium. The set is proudly on display, with two televisions suspended to the the left and right sides of the stage. I love the look of the set, and the effect of having the smaller buildings behind the main facade - this created the illusion of depth to the small stage. I was surprised at how far forwards the set was, having worked in this theater before I know that the stage goes further back than what I could see. N.B. I worked on shows here intermittently throughout university. 

The show opens with a video shown on the TV's alongside the Avenue Q Theme. Immediately after we were thrown into the world of Avenue Q, and meeting the residents - through the medium of song, of course. The Plethora of characters were widely different, but all had their current situations in common - a lack of money, unhappy with their lot in life, and wanting more. The story centers around Princeton - a recent graduate. His story resonated with the four of us because we are all in a similar situation - trying to work out what the heck to do with our lives. 

The story progresses with some very shocking songs. 'Everyone's A Little Bit Racist' and 'The Internet is for Porn' were particular favorites of ours. There were so many moments when Pip and I would turn to look at each other with expressions of scandalised delight. Through the first act we see the protagonists (Princeton and Kate Monster) start a relationship - including a rampant puppet sex scene - and later ending the relationship just before the interval. There are also other stories interwoven through this act - the roommates Nicky and Rod keep butting heads due to living in a small place together, and due to Rod being a closet homosexual - Nicky suspects this is the case and tries to help Rod come out. Cue 'If You Were Gay'. Rod eventually snaps and throws Nicky out of their apartment. Christmas Eve and Brian finally get married - with much pushing from Christmas Eve, who most certainly wears the trousers in their relationship! Incidentally, it is at the wedding that Princeton develops cold feet and we see an amazing display of what is running through his mind - culminating in a giant Bridezilla Kate. It is also the scene in which Rod throws Nicky out. We also see Gary Coleman - who is the superintendent of Avenue Q, and Trekkie Monster who is often referred to as a pervert. Lucy the Slut performs at Avenue Q's Around the Clock Cafe - where she shows a particular interest in Princeton, much to Kate's dismay. Though Kate was the one who took Princeton home for the aforementioned puppet sex. Popping up at intervals we also met the Bad Idea Bears. The name says it all really...

At act 2, Kate is jobless, Princeton is miserable and also jobless, Nicky is homeless, Rod is struggling to repress his feelings, Brian and Christmas Eve are married, Gary Coleman is Gary Coleman, and the Bad Idea Bears are up to their usual mischief. I couldn't wait to be thrown back in to their world.

We see many of the characters at their lowest points in this act. Things start to slowly get better - or rather, the residents of Avenue Q start to deal with their circumstances a little better. We see them become more comfortable with who they are, and start to think about others instead of themselves and their own problems. I think we are all a little guilty of wallowing in our own problems and ignoring everyone else's. I wont go into detail on the second act - wouldn't want to spoil it ;)

The puppetry was extremely well done. You see the puppeteers at all times, and their faces matched exactly what you imagine the puppets face would look like if they had more facical expressions. Or matched the puppet's face exactly. It was uncanny at times...

The physicality of the puppets was brilliant, each puppet moved in a different way. In particular I noticed the way Lucy The Slut entered and exited - always with an exaggerated strut which set her hair bouncing around. It was done in such a way that you couldn't take your eyes off her at times - and yes, this is a puppet I'm talking about. I could also see the puppeteers physical movements alter, the puppeteer also animated Kate Monster - who is a very different character to Lucy. Everything about her changed - her facial expressions, her walk; her voice became a sultry, deep 'come hither' drawl instead of the high, sweet sounding Kate. It was an amazing example of adaptability and acting skill. 

There were other puppeteers who also swapped around based on who was on stage, half the time you wouldn't realise a puppet's voice was actually coming from the other side of the stage until you really looked out for it. It was done so well, almost seamlessly. The other half of the time is at the beginning of the show when you're trying to workout who to look at - puppet or puppeteer. FYI: The puppet wins.

I was also impressed with the skill of the non-puppeteer actors. Working with puppets rather than humans is difficult, though of course the puppeteers were also there. It would have been incredibly distracting if Brian, Christmas Eve and Gary Coleman had been splitting their focus between the puppet and puppeteer. Their focus was admirable and kept the audience focus where it needed to be.

Avenue Q is an absolute pleasure to watch-albeit a guilty pleasure! I would definitely go and see this again, and recommend going to see it - especially if you, like me, have no idea what to do now uni is finished!